" I can accept the fact that it was not supposed to be. I can understand that perhaps a big part of what has happened was because of my hang-ups and my inability to just deal with it. I have forgiven myself for quite some time already. But what I cannot bear is the fact that perhaps for your entire lifetime, and mine as well, I would be taking the role of that tiny little shadow lurking in every aspects and moments of your life, labeled as "What could have been..." and "What if?". Moreover, I want you to know that at this point, I refuse to allow the fact that you can just breeze in and out of my life as if I was some ***damn battery charger."
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